Deception

You said the right things
although I knew they were lies
I continued to listen
and even God won't know why

There are so many feelings
that all I feel is confused
didn't need to convince me
I could never want you

The things you've been saying
cut through me like knives
If I was already dead,
how now can I die?

darkness, regret
guilt, shame, and remorse
after getting to know you
seem only par for the course